dead mail time once again

[paucipan]

[These are all in a pile under her pillow; they're carefully folded, and have the recipient's name on top.

...Also Plumeria's handwriting is atrocious, but it is at least legible. She tried for these okay.]

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Lady Freyja (unused)

[paucipan]

Lady Freyja. If you've found this, then one way or another, I have died and failed you. I apologize sincerely for doing so; know you were in my thoughts until the very end, no matter what.

There is so much I should apologize to you for. For not trusting you, when you had been tempted by that motive. For nearly killing you for such a thing, due to my own boneheadedness. I had wanted to atone for such actions by keeping you safe even more than ever, despite it all. And in doing this, in failing this, all I've done is proven that I'm still every bit as useless as the human girl you found me as.

Even so, I wish to thank you. For granting me a life even better than I could have hoped by your side. I became something even better than the useless, wretched human I once was. I wanted more than anything to tell you how much it has meant to me, that you looked at someone like me and allowed me to stand by you, always. It feels a touch embarrassing to say, but...

You have always been the closest thing to a mother that I have ever had, whether you intended it or not. Being by your side and Triandra's...it allowed me to feel like we were truly a family. And I realize how selfish this must sound, but you have always treated me with such unconditional care. It is an example I believe all others should lead by, to live with a heart as kind and full of love as yours. If the whole world could be like that...it would be a beautiful thing.

I love you Please stay safe, Lady Freyja. I am so sorry to leave your side in this game, but please keep going. Find a way to destroy that Captain, and trap him in a nightmare unending, my lady.