paucipan: (🌹 i know the gluttonous guilt)
Plumeria ([personal profile] paucipan) wrote 2021-03-04 01:15 am (UTC)

Yeager

I'm not going to mince words; if you're seeing this, I've either died stupidly or I've betrayed all of you. I'm not going to try to apologize either way; it wouldn't feel right to try and make an excuse for myself after all of this. It'd feel insulting; I accept whatever happens, and whatever comes of this.

But even so...thanks, again, for all you've done. I don't know how you just do such things without a care in the world, but it's something that I think I needed. Which feels daft to say. I've never wanted anything other than Lady Freyja and Triandra's company, and you're but one of innumerable wretched humans. And yet, I don't know. Your company was preferable, at least. I've never been used to anyone looking out for me, much less a human.

It's strange, to even consider a human a...well, I don't know what we were. Probably friends, which just proves I shouldn't be making them. All of this has been hanging on the fact that I can't see anyone's repulsive dreams, and I know the second I see them again, I'll go back to hating all of you left. But I don't know. It feels like I've seen a different side of all of you here.

Maybe I was wrong about you all I don't know what else to say. I don't even know if you'll read this. Just try not to die, or I'll make sure you regret it if we meet again.

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