I really don't know how to start this. I guess if you've found this, then I'm dead. I'm not sure whether to apologize or not, but I've never liked making excuses for my actions.
Thanks for all you've done. I don't know what it is, but I always felt comfortable around you. Safe, even. You've been kind to me, more than I've ever felt I deserve. I'm not used to it; most of the people in my life before Lady Freyja were deeply unkind to me. To be treated as such, even after I messed up horribly and deserved derision...
Well, thank you. It means more to me than you might think.
I hope it isn't too much trouble to put upon you, but do you mind looking after B.B. for me when I'm gone? It's probably going to be sitting on my bed, on a little pillow I made for it. You were definitely right about it simply being able to survive, if nothing else. It's been nice to raise it. I've never met something with such unconditional love.
Just make sure you give it lots of chocolate. It truly loves it, and I admit I may have been spoiling it just a bit...
Even so, don't you dare die, alright? There are people waiting for you that will miss you dearly, Mayor Fiddlepie. I believe in you.
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Filbo (small cw: alluded to child abuse)
Date: 2021-03-04 01:58 am (UTC)Thanks for all you've done. I don't know what it is, but I always felt comfortable around you. Safe, even. You've been kind to me, more than I've ever felt I deserve. I'm not used to it; most of the people in my life before Lady Freyja were deeply unkind to me. To be treated as such, even after I messed up horribly and deserved derision...
Well, thank you. It means more to me than you might think.
I hope it isn't too much trouble to put upon you, but do you mind looking after B.B. for me when I'm gone? It's probably going to be sitting on my bed, on a little pillow I made for it. You were definitely right about it simply being able to survive, if nothing else. It's been nice to raise it. I've never met something with such unconditional love.
Just make sure you give it lots of chocolate. It truly loves it, and I admit I may have been spoiling it just a bit...
Even so, don't you dare die, alright? There are people waiting for you that will miss you dearly, Mayor Fiddlepie. I believe in you.